Sinders94

So much dread, pain, and sorrow... So many wounds that will not heal... So many questions I cannot answer, when he wonders where, and who you are...   How do I tell him when he's old enough to speak and comprehend...   Can't simply say you did'nt care... I have prepared myself for the loneliness  I'm in... It's all I'll ever know, but what about him... No love for me in this world, but he needs everything, he means everything  to me anyway, but you his own father, do not care either way.

So much dread, pain, and sorrow... So many wounds that will not heal... So many questions I cannot answer, when he wonders where, and who you are...   How do I tell him when he's old enough to speak and comprehend...   Can't simply say you did'nt care... I have prepared myself for the loneliness  I'm in... It's all I'll ever know, but what about him... No love for me in this world, but he needs everything, he means everything  to me anyway, but you his own father, do not care either way.